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Strong Desires….

Regrets Only

My friend, you made so much of life,
and played through it with forced vivacity.
You turned a blind eye to all that which Life rests upon
but declared you’d embraced Life.

Do you remember when your success
became your virtue?
When did you begin to discount virtue
by counting its cost?

As your time was winding down,
you still stuck to your shuffling revelry,
till death’s draft swept the stupor
of your Long Life’s Party out the door.

Yet, there was a time you paused, my friend:
do you remember, near the end?
You asked me if you had it wrong
about the coming Chill?
I told you that
thinking sunny thoughts
never warmed a House.

-A Charity Johnson, 2011

“Loving the Unlovable”

I live in a city of “perfect people” and they’re crazy lonely. Why? I suspect it’s because they don’t understand that most people don’t cozy up to perfect people.  I’ve noticed that ‘perfect’ people are about the most difficult people be comfortable with. And the Perfect people, living on the hamster wheel of perfectionism, think they’re just not perfect enough to be loved.  Truth: most people would rather be around silly and slightly sloppy - as long as they’re kind.  **So, go kiss a puppy, then have a cigarrette.**

Imagination vs. Electronics? An Art of Poetry

Fertility, whether in gardening, artistry or writing, has several requirements; two of the needs for being productive are fallow times (for rest) and fertilizer. Now, I use nature walks to assist me with the latter, but found the fallow times were becoming increasingly harder to experience. Then I discovered that my love for gadgetry was getting in the way of productive rest. I read several studies on the use of “wired” gadgets (computers, smartphones) and movie viewing which inconclusively showed not only a shorter attention span, but also a large drop in “artistic production.” In other words, subjects’ imaginations were stagnating.
What did I do and what was my experience? I quit using my laptop for any creative writing and used the more laborious pen and paper (good paper and my special pens, of course). Not only that, I also forswore social media for several days, and found that that made a significant difference. I think this may work for me.
End of news report. Here’s today’s reflection–yes, it relates to my little report (somewhat obliquely):

An Art of Poetry

Since all our keys are lost or broken,
Shall it be thought absurd
If for an art of words I turn
Discreetly to the Word?

Drawn inward by his love, we trace
Art to its secret springs:
What, are we masters in Israel
And do not know these things?

Lord Christ from out his treasury
Brings forth things new and old:
We have those treasures in earthen vessels,
In parables he told,

And in single images
Of see, and fish, and stone,
Or, shaped in deed and miracle,
To living poems grown.

Scorn then to darken and contract
The landscape of the heart
By individual, arbitrary
And self-expressive art.

Let your speech be ordered wholly
By an intellectual love;
Elucidate the carnal maze
With clear light from above.

Give every image space and air
To grow, or as a bird to fly;
So shall one grain of mustard-seed
Quite overspread the sky.

Let your literal figures shine
With pure transparency:
Not in opaque but limpid wells
Lie truth and mystery.

And universal meanings spring
From what the proud pass by:
Only the simplest forms can hold
A vast complexity.

We know, where Christ has set his hand
Only the real remains:
I am impatient for that loss
By which the spirit gains.

by James McAuley

Shut Up!

Fiery Faith

“It’s out.” he said.
As in the trash bin he dumped
the remains of our fire on a winter night.
The hours ticked by.
Unwatched and unnoticed hot ash cozied up to boring, brittle papers:
food wrappers,
paid bills,
love notes,
reminders,
to-do lists,
old tests
grocery lists.
Then, a certain scent and a second look roused all to alarm.
Long-dead flames now just as alive as the night before,
before us dancing high, then higher,
for they were gloriously freed from the confines of lowly fireplace.
Dancing for all, dancing with abandon
to the silent tune of fire-music.
Sensuously fluttering against garage walls.
Now breaking out into wild fire,
then riotously, snakily nosing near the gas cans.
They beckoned,
luring an explosive admixture to break loose.

Much like me! For there is
a burning fire shut up in my bones,
which may be dampened for a night.
At times, seeming dead and cold, indeed, snuffed out.
Some think, flames are out
and all is set aside.
But no,
the ash that covered the heat
was but a protecting blanket,
fostering fire’s full force.

Judge not appearances…
One seemingly dead
may yet be harboring within
a discothèque open for dancing.
And smoldering insides are but for a season.
They glow while masking
the imminent bubbly laugh
when it surges forth with the
white hot fire of the Spirit’s liberty.
Bonfires out of small sparks are made.

This is the time,
and these are the times
when not only the gloom of night will ignite,
but also,
the entire universe ’round.

When flame meets gas,
as when faith meets the Spirit:
Conflagration is always at hand,
but
proximity remains
the only question.

© Charity Johnson, 2010
If I say, “I will not mention him, or speak any more in his name,” there is in my heart as it were a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot.” The Bible, – Jeremiah 20:9

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